Fed up


Warning! Rant ahead! 

I'm fed up. Really really fed up. For those of you asking "why is she talking about feeling full?" Its a word we used for bored, frustrated..etc..

I'm fed up with reading
I'm fed up when I'm not reading
I turn on the TV and get fed up because there's nothing on
I'm fed up in work and on my days off
But mostly I'm just fed up with pain!

I've never had great hips but I've always ignored it. Being a bit sore after a long walk up the mountains or a long day at work, that's normal right? Apparently not. About a year ago the pain started to get stronger and more frequent. Then almost over night it got so bad I was unable to get up off the sofa because of the pain.

After weeks of suffering (stupidity on my part) I eventually went to see the doc but I still thought I was going mental to be honest. Many doctors visits, an X-Ray and an MRI later showed degeneration in the joints so the doc loaded me up with every pain killer imaginable and booked an appointment with a specialist.

After months of waiting I finally got a date for the appointment but in the mean time, if I stand for too long I ache but if I sit for too long either I'm in bits! 

This part was the hardest for me because I used to love sitting in my big comfy chair for hours at a time with a good book. This pain has really put me off reading :( 

This time next week Ill be that much closer to a diagnoses...which will more than likely be degenerative arthritis. Did I mention that I'm 27 and not 77? 

Anyway that's enough ranting. I've just re read this and it makes me sound like such a whiny bitch!

Hopefully when I get a more effective method pain relief I'll be back to posting on a more regular basis.

For now I'm off to get drunk and stand on my head or whatever else I have to do to get comfortable!

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  1. awww girl I am sorry ::( And rant away!! You have every right! Let us know how you are doing and I will keep my fingers crossed..

  2. I'm so sorry it's all so crap right now, it sounds awful. My husband (in his late 30ths has osteo arthritis and osteoporosis and I know from being with him just how dehabilating pain can be. It spills into every area of your life and no wonder you are fed up. I hope you get answers and a clear plan of action soon to help control it. In the meantime, hugs xo

    1. How does your hubby deal with it?

    2. I don't know really, he just had to. He swims a good bit and uses the gym which helps. But somedays the pain is just bad and he can't do anything but just get through it.

  3. Sorry you're going through this! I hope you find a solution soon!

  4. You are not being whiny! There is nothing worse than being in a lot of pain. I can't imagine what you are going through. I hope with you diagnosis on it way, that you get better sometime soon!

    Alex @ The Shelf Diaries

  5. That's not whiny. I tore ligaments in my left wrist when I was a kid which resulted in early onset of arthritis. I'm left handed. It puts me off writing. Pain puts you off everything.

    I do yoga. Then I drink.

    Hope you feel better and get some good news.



  6. Rant away girl! I hope they find out what's wrong and it is an easy painless solution! *hugs*

  7. Awwww you poor thing :( I'm so sorry. I hope you feel better soon.


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